Executing Good Judgement
Makes Happier Pyromaniacs
What condemnation could possibly be more harsh than one’s own, when self-pretence is no longer possible? -Richard Matheson
Recently, some folks judged Max Azzarello as “schizo” for his self-immolation, albeit with a sense of unease as he’d had a few lucid insights in to our shared global reality.
Judgment is required almost every moment of every day and has over 5 definitions. Misjudgement can be brutal. Developing good judgement can be a slow, painful gig.
The name Azzarello is linked to the word hazard, including risky, gambling, daring themes in Italian. The Latin verb azzare means to be angry. His original place of residence — Saint Augustine, in Florida — speaks discreetly to Hermetists.
Schizophrenia is considered a long-term illness; psychosis can be a symptom, but psychosis can also occur without a prior disease diagnosis. As usual Hamer’s GNM has a fascinating take on mental illnesses (including schizophrenia and psychosis).
Hamer realised shocks are recorded in the brain, seen in CT scans as written about here. It’s not a standard view of modern medicine, but is intuitively “psychosomatic,” thoroughly acknowledging Man’s mind and soul and their crucial role in robust health.
Boris Mouravieff’s Metal Filings Idea
Boris Mouravieff (1890 - 1966) was a Russian historian, philosopher, professor and writer, friends with equally esoteric-minded P. D. Ouspensky and George Gurdjieff.
Mouravieff suggested man was a metaphoric pot of metal filings, jumbled and chaotic inside, until a shock urged development towards a more resistant internal state.
In time, with continued shocks (and a desire to understand), Mouravieff’s iron filings would order themselves within man, heat up and ignite, creating a more solid centre.
“From this point on the inner content will no longer behave like a heap of iron filings: it will form a block. Having reached this point he will have acquired a firmness; he will remain himself in the midst of the tempests to which life may expose him…
One must be rid of all illusion, no matter how dearly held. As long as man has not reached the point of fusion, his life will be factitious. Since these changes result from external shocks which he can almost never foresee, it will also be impossible for him to predict in advance the exact way he will change internally. Thus he will live subject to events as they occur, progressing toward the unknown at the mercy of chance. This state is named The Law of Chance, or Law of Accident.” -Mouravieff, Gnosis, Vol. 1 (p.6 edited)
An Electric Metaphor Collection
Is it really so strange that the etheric plasma and the blood plasma in our bodies is so named, affected similarly by invisible heat, radio waves, shocks, words and even our thoughts having physical effects? Chemist, engineer and physicist Irving Langmuir (1881 – 1957) named the ether plasma for the way in which electrons in blood plasma moved “red and white corpuscles and germs”. Langmuir also introduced the concept of electron temperature. Both blood and etheric plasma are good electrical conductors.
“Plasma temperature, measured in electronvolts (or kelvin), is a measure of the heated moving energy per particle. High temperatures are often needed to sustain ionisation— which is conversion of an atom/molecule into an ion; ion means a net electric charge.
Generally, plasmas have well-defined temperatures; ie. energy distribution is usually sustained even in the presence of strong electric or magnetic fields. But, temperatures may differ, sometimes significantly — see any electric storm.” Edited heavily from Wik.
Here endeth the most complex section of the post. Thank you for grasping the ideas.
Matt Finn’s 10minute Thunderbolts video above introduces plasma to those who are not familiar, and reiterates the “vacuous” state of modern cosmology to those who do.
Imagine one identified as a plasma filled tube, or had Mouravieff's iron filings filling the body — potential fusion is just an applied shock away. This idea extends to Dr. Frankenstein’s creation, a creature who came alive with directed bolts of lightning.
Active plasma is governed by conditions in the rest of its circuit; in man, this can be psychological and physical health, love, intellect, knowledge, faith and self-control.
Luigi Galvani (1737 - 1798) studied animal electricity, discovering the muscles of dead frogs legs twitched when struck not only by lightning, but also when pressed by brass hooks attached to the spinal cord, via iron railing from which they were suspended.
Galvani concluded electric power animated living things. His work was mentioned by Mary Shelley, in part inspiring her novel Frankenstein; The Modern Prometheus.
And now for a friendly and important reminder; myth is something that does happen.
The Plot Thickens
At the entrance to many Catholic churches one clearly sees D.O.M., which translates to Deo Optimo Maximo or The Greatest and Best God. This refers to Jove, or Jupiter.
Wiki casually suggests this was a hangover from Renaissance Italy (c.1300-1500) but one can see the dedicated inscription to D.O.M. below (in Malta) reads MDCCLVIII —or 1858 — and this is seen in many churches of what can be called the modern era.
This church below was built in 1850-55 and incepted in 1949, thus is not Renaissance.
In the theatre of the world, and the Bible of the all-powerful church, ‘The day of the Lord is darkness and not light.’ Greek Jupiter was known as Zeus, and that means Zeus and Prometheus (god of fire — returning it to man) were planets Jupiter and Uranus.
Uranus (Prometheus) is associated with fire and electricity… and water.
“But let judgment run down as waters, and righteousness as a mighty stream.” Amos 5:24
Esoterically, water can refer to plasma (and purification, truth etc.). When Prometheus (Uranus) moves in to Aquarius (whose humanist symbol is man holding a pitcher of water) plasma is thereafter charged differently. These electrodynamic effects affect us.
When Zeus stole Man’s fire/wisdom, Prometheus returned it but was chained to a rock as punishment while an eagle dined upon his ever-regenerating liver. Chiron, half-beast, half immortal god, swapped places with Prometheus and sacrificed himself.
In 1977, an “asteroid” orbiting between Uranus and Saturn was named Chiron; this detail is sprinkled on top as self-sacrifice is an eternal idea and modern astronomia is the height of perpetual relevance, as it was in the past and it will be in the future.
All these somewhat disjointed aspects come together, but first it must be emphasised the eagle of the Romans, according to Manly P. Hall was the phoenix symbolising the immortality of the soul. Medieval Hermetists called eagles/phoenixes symbols of alchemical transmutation. That’s nice, but today a liver-eating eagle is a health hazard.
The liver is linked to anger in Chinese medicine and territorial anger in GNM — a fear that can be triggered by a lack of support from relatives and friends, which was one aspect of Azzarello’s plight. The feeling of the conflict is, “I have lost everything.”
Azzarello’s words were: “And here I’ve been, […] desperately trying to get friends, family, and the public to believe the proof of a totalitarian con I’m trying to show them, and they’ve turned away with hostility, apathy, disbelief, and partisanship.”
GNM says, “An existence conflict is a fear for one’s life, equal to the danger of dying. Not feeling cared for, a lack of support by doctors, nurses, or relatives.”
One can burn off the disharmonious tones of the human condition. Prometheus was released by his own Herculean effort, and through Chiron’s pain and self-sacrifice.
Azzarello’s story pecks at each aspect listed like a ravenous eagle on fresh man paté; planets, plasma, myth, religion, divine judgement, anger, sacrifice and… redemption?
Bill Gates (Just kidding. Bill of the Gates)
Narthex is an architectural church term for a porch or antechamber for those ineligible for admittance into the general congregation to hear the service. The Leyden, narthex, Parigha or bartholin are all terms for the swadhisthana gate illustrating its important status eons prior to the western church’s externalisation of it.
The gates represent bills that have or have not been paid (purified). The narthex can be blocked by anger, fear, fear of death, losing control, domination by a person, event or circumstance and so on. Anger must be processed. Azzarello — abandoned, angry and fearful — catastrophised for two years on the corruption of powerful, conniving, wolfish money men. Being blocked by negativity will influence the nature of the trip.
Judgement can be the most loved-up, in-love, wildly profound experience of ones life. But for one who is unprepared it can end in a trip to the hospital, asylum or morgue.
“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.” —Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
Plasma, Consciousness, Electrical Heat & Pole Shifts
Consciousness rises like an electric current through the body's metal filings or plasma, warming it, giving life to the soul. With a well-timed shock one literally comes alive.
Typically, one “springs” in to the Abyss in March-April, which is the reason season the church speaks of the burned Ram or lamb (of Aries). The Sun warms the plasma of Earth’s Birkeland current just as it warms our blood plasma. This scientific reality can be seen now in the Aurora (Latin: goddess of the dawn) Borealis and Australis poles.
Electricity was commonly symbolised by the serpent because of its motion. Lightning was called The Great Snake; a serpent represented good and evil (+ / - charge), head & tail representing positive and negative poles of a circuit, which is infinitely scalable.
These poles are repeated in our zygotic state (Ancient Greek: joined, yoked). Curious that in yogic meditation (non-lycra version) one attempts to join or yoke back up to their original state while still living. Sanskrit’s definition of Yoga: to yoke, to unite.
Plasma represents the whole sea or Holy See; Mary of the Catholics is Mare or Maria, which are Latin and Italian words meaning Sea. The church was tasked with keeping “God” alive until the Return of Christ™, also known as Gnosis or the Return of the Son of Heaven (ie. Uranus in Aquarius). Biblical texts are filled with esoteric truth, the irony being in order to grasp it, one must have already achieved near total Realisation.
Ancient esoteric truth found in doctrines like the Vedanta, Tao, Zen etc. was still practiced, albeit in different ways even when the signal was patchy, as ‘mains lighting was switched off’ for the dark or iron age, confounding mans achievement of gnosis and as a result, through ages, truth and personal purity was opened to interpretation.
In the Plasmagoric video, Matt Finn mentions double layers in the formation of a star.
Finn explains: “Fluctuations [in the circuit] are driven to form double layers meaning thin layers of opposite charge build up with different qualities, temperatures, densities.” Realisation, also known as Final Judgement, is shocking. Modern man has no point of reference for the shock. The idea has faded in to obscurity and superstition.
Similarly, gaslighting, false light and layers of charge build up in the psyche bordering two worlds at once. Meditation balances this energy. Without meditation, energetic shifts can “flow in to the split and a break can occur,” akin to a coronal discharge.
What might seem perfectly reasonable to the individual undergoing such an intense transformation, might be horrifically wrong-headed to an onlooker. If too much residue remains in the circuit, one walks a potentially dangerous line between the worlds. Which is real? The upper world is beautiful, peaceful, and to some, preferable.
Final Note for the Casual Pyromaniac
Pyrrhonism, also known as philosophic doubt, is named after Pyrrho of Elis, a 4th century Greek philosopher. In Latin, pyro means bonfire. He is said to have studied with Indian wisemen while on campaign with Alexander the Great, blending Greek and Indian philosophies to form his own. He was a popular figure in his hometown of Elis where he was ordained a high priest. It is this writers humble opinion that Pyrrho of Elis’s reasoning was related directly to the philosophy of Abyss-jumping.
Failure to suspend ones judgement in the bonfire of Judgement, also known as Realisation, Revelation, Nirvana and a “Jump into the Abyss” can result in assorted harms as modern, angry and/or scientistic atheists have no precedent for the psychosis of divine judgement beyond orthodox mental health interpretations and drug protocols.
The Pyrrhonists developed the idea of epoché, where one neither denies nor affirms anything, and where (non-obvious) judgment is suspended to induce a state of ataraxia; tranquility of mind, also said to be an ideal state for soldiers entering battle.
Perhaps Pyrrho knew that holding on to maligned judgement could lead to flames.
In Realisation’s fires, one is alone and in a type of psychosis (Greek: animation of soul), but it feels as if one is being guided by an external voice or force; what many would identify as the voice of God. It’s like a dream — as such one has the power to shape it.
Correct judgement can take days to appear in that peculiar state which can quite literally happen to anyone in the next decade now that the lights are coming back on.
Thus it behooves any “schizophrenia diagnostician” not to judge too harshly in case they too are required to step in to the Abyss for a spot of tea and divine Judgement.
One must suspend judgement in the middle of the bonfire, to ensure judgement is correct.
R.I.P. Max Azzarello.
Crikey! So much to unpack. Fascinating stuff about plasma. It’s going to take me a while to ruminate on all of this.